And do you come to me?

Yesterday, Sunday, I was gifted the trust of the pulpit by one of my colleagues. One of my roles as Associate Regional Minister is the opportunity to fill the pulpit or “guest preach” for my colleagues. I also have the opportunity to lead workshops, speak, or preach for special events in congregational life or retreats. Now, you might think it would be easy to be the guest preacher/speaker. One can say just about whatever one wants. You might not be back for a while or maybe ever. It is not a simple task to offer words about the good news of God to a bunch of people that see you once or twice a year no matter how well you know some of them. I don’t live with them day in and day out. I don’t know their stories or, as I often say near the beginning of a sermon:

I don’t know what brought you to worship or what you carried into the sanctuary this morning on your heart or in your mind.  What I do know is that all of us come to worship seeking to hear and experience the good news: that the Lord’s mercies never cease; 
that the Lord’s mercies are new every morning;
and the Lord’s faithfulness extends beyond our ability to see in a mirror dimly, or recognize the image of God in others as well as in our own reflection.

So tact and gentle care is needed to say something meaningful, but not cause your colleague grief with upset parishioners. Last week I offered some words on the baptism of Jesus as told in the gospel of Matthew. Guest preaching is an opportunity to thank a congregation, to connect a congregation to their siblings in faith in our Region and beyond, so the first several minutes are words of that nature. Below is the portion of the sermon where I’m working with the text and my thoughts about the text.

And do you come to me?
Matthew 3:13-17

Matthew doesn’t have time for a nice story about the baby Jesus and his growing up years. He needs the adult Jesus who challenges “the way it has always been.”  The first three chapters layout the case for Jesus’ identity as God’s most recent change agent.

Dr. Warren Carter, one of the New Testament professors at Phillips Theological Seminary, summarizes the Gospel of Matthew this way:

“The Gospel is a counter-narrative that helps its audience to live a countercultural, alternative existence. (in the midst of such claims and commitments.)  The Gospel asserts that it is God’s world, not Rome’s (11:25; 28:18); that God’s reign and presence are manifested in Jesus, and not in the emperor (1:23; 4:17); that God’s blessings extend to all people, not just the elite (5:3-12); that Jesus, not Rome, reveals God’s will.”

Warren Carter, “Matthew Introduction”. The New Interpreter’s Study Bible”, Abingdon Press, 2003, p. 1746.

If you’ve been around Christendom for a while, you’ve probably heard a sermon or two about the baptism of Jesus. Often this story and sermons focus on Jesus, but this morning I would like us to focus on John.

In those days John the Baptizer was out in the desert proclaiming, “repent, the kingdom (empire is probably a better translation of the greek) of heaven has come near.”  He was the best show outside of town.  Many went out to the desert to listen to the baptizer rant and preach about the way of the Lord; and maybe some went down to the river to pray.  Times were hard.  Maybe a little confession and water could make it better.  Maybe it could provide a different outlook on life and living.  Couldn’t hurt could it?

And Jesus walks up. John and Jesus share a familiarity, not so much family, as like having heard stories about the other.  There in the water, it’s like they give each other a head nod and “what’s up.”  Was it mutual admiration for each others work or as Christian tradition teaches, are they simply following the cosmic plan that neither fully understands.  We can’t know. It is easier to place faith in a plan rather than happenstance.  Yet, John’s response is the place so many of us live when Jesus shows up, “And do you come to me?”  Or in modern dialect, “you want me to do what?’  I should be asking you for (fill in the blank) . . . I should be asking you to (fill in the blank) . . . 

Beyond the theological pragmatics and semantics of sin and salvation, our little frontier movement, the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ), has generally thought of baptism as an outward sign of an inward decision. That a person wants to follow Jesus, wants to be in relationship and accountable to a group of Jesus followers.  “Believers baptism” we like to call it.  It is more than a membership initiation right.  It is a willful act based on a decision not to be taken lightly.  Baptism is not something that you can do on your own.  You need someone to perform this for you, to you, on you.  To look you in the eyes and covenant with you.  You need witnesses to see and testify to your baptism.  That day in the Jordan, John and Jesus both claimed an inward decision with an outward sign.  They both found their identity as a beloved of God or at least began to understand it differently. Maybe that’s the point of baptism anyway. [words written but not shared]

Just like John the Baptist, we have a choice to make each time Jesus shows up: in the face of a neighbor in need, when someone calls you the enemy, or when you need your moral compass. [Head nod] – “You want me to do what?’  It is our community of faith that is supposed to help us discern when we are talking with Jesus, following Jesus, or just talking to ourselves in our echo chamber.  When Jesus shows up it will often be a counter-cultural choice that might make you feel like a voice in the wilderness or, like Jesus, the Spirit might lead you into the desert so you can see what you are really made of.  God already knows.  It may be comforting to believe that God doesn’t give us more than we can handle, but beyond the things that are out of our control, I think it is our choices that burden us, stretch us, tempt us, comfort us, or give us a chance recalibrate our moral compass. When the arc of the moral universe bends toward justice, it only does so when people of good will wake up to their responsibility to do unto others as they would have others do unto them. Or, in Jesus speak, “love your neighbor as yourself.” [these words not shared from the pulpit]

Righteousness. Faithfulness. Justice. Compassion. Forgiveness. All of these, I think, are judged based on the consistency of your living.  It’s not about “earning” heaven, grace, forgiveness, or salvation.  It’s about doing what is right, because it is right, no matter who is watching. That’s my parent’s voice in my head. “Do what is right because it is right no matter who is watching.”  And in our social media, cameras everywhere connected day and age, lots of people are watching.  Jesus shows up in the unexpected places, unexpected circumstances, and asks of me, or you, to do what you think is his to do, his mission, his ministry. In the gospel of John Jesus tells his followers, “one who believes in me will also do the works that I do, and, will do greater works than these.”  (John 14:14)

Siblings in faith, there is ministry to do and gospel to that only you can do and only you can be.  May the God that Jesus proclaimed grant you the vision, voice, and courage of John the Baptist to respond when you have those “and do you come to me?” identity moments this year.

Humility. Epiphany. What?

Last year at this time I was in final prep mode counting down to the beginning of the first sabbatical of my vocation in ministry.  Those days just before moved as methodically as the ball descending on New Year’s Eve in Times Square.  One of the last things I did was attend staff meeting in January.  During the devotion, Pam asked us to pull a piece of paper from a bowl and keep it with us during the year.  EPIPHANY!

I’ve kept that star on my desk and carried it in my backpack when on the road.  It has been a reminder.  I’m not sure how I’ve done with it, though, humbled I was this year with the gift of sabbatical time, with the well wishes, with the gift of a painting and guitar by campers this summer, and by those that did my work while I rested, read, and wrote.  I’m humbled by my privilege and aware how few are gifted sabbatical or even time off.  It is one of the things we don’t do well in our culture – time away from work, phones, social media, the 24hr news cycle, our silo echo chambers, the drive to win whatever the cost rather than create.

Humility (def): freedom from pride or arrogance.(1)

We live in an age of “humble brag.” Live your best life some say. What do you do when “my best life” encroaches on another’s ability to live their best life? I was taught to take pride in my work, but not to call too much attention to any one accomplishment or deed. Let your life, your actions, and others speak of your work and your accomplishments. Being a “braggart” was not a title to strive for or wish for. It was almost dishonorable and certainly uncouth. Yet, it seems this is the context as second decade of the 21st century ends: a braggart, economic disparity and insult driven polemic of a culture that thinks of itself as “self governed.” Here is a piece in “The Atlantic” by Lee Drutman, America Is Now the Divided Republic the Framers Feared (Jan 2, 20202), for some context for that last observation. Are there good things happening? Of course. Nicholas Kristof recounts them in his New York Times column, This Has Been the Best Year Ever (Dec 28, 2019)

Did I mention I work with children and youth? The Regional Youth Council is a group of high school youth and adults I have the honor of serving. They are from different congregations within our denomination here in Oklahoma. Last fall they were was asked, “What should the Church/church be doing?”(2) Their answers heavily require togetherness, covenant, and community. Here are the words they listed as “doing”: outreach, comfort, safe-space, listening, enjoyable, excellence, spirit, guide, nurture, faith journey, ritual, nonjudgemental, sacrament.

My notes during the discussion about these words became these thought bubbles What should the church be doing?

  • Adapt and Evolve to how people are now.
  • Inviting preaching that is light hearted, but not afraid to talk about the bad things or hard topics.
  • Short attention spans: quality not quantity.
  • Listening to make community better.
  • Feed people, cloth people, outreach that meets people where they are (food and spirit).
  • Nurture christians is all parts of their faith journey: people who need routine and people who need challenge. How do our rituals, comfort, and sacraments nurture and challenge?
  • Safe-space for the hard conversations. If you can’t talk about it at church anymore, then where and with whom? Youth in particular and everyone in general to be “spoken to not spoken at.”
  • Welcome. Not judged by how I look.

Those thought bubbles briefly expounded upon.

We are the Church when we nurture, listen, provide safe-space for hard conversation or stories, comfort, celebrate the Spirit of God and our rituals point to God instead of ourselves or our idols.  We are the Church when we follow Jesus and his way of living.  His way of meeting people.  We are the Church when our outreach provides in tragedy or for life’s necessities. And our outreach also changes the systems that make charitable outreach necessary. 

O, for a world where everyone
respects each other’s ways,
where love is lived and all is done
with justice and with praise.(3)

O, for a world where . . .
O, for a world when . . .

We are the Church/church.  The kindom (empire) of God is already present, and not quite yet here. The empire of God is visible every now and then. “It is a kingdom of conscience or nothing.” Balian of Ibelin recognized late in the film, “The Kingdom of Heaven.” Luke Skywalker noted, “And this is the lesson. That Force does not belong to the Jedi. To say that if the Jedi die, the light dies, is vanity.” in The Last Jedi. Or, pick any of the authentic parables of Jesus to glimpse or grapple with the empire (kingdom) of God. It seems like a jigsaw puzzle. Some are trying to work from the inside out. Others have recognized the need to go back to finding the border pieces that give the puzzle a shape and a guide from which to work.

In each age, people that practice a religion or not must grapple with their kingdom building. For Christians/christians, we must ask, “How will I incarnate a kinship, an empire of God in 2020; or not.” Or, to borrow again from the film “Kingdom of Heaven.” The voice of Hospitaller who is part of the crusade to save Jerusalem:

By the word religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the will of god. Holiness is in right action, and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves, and goodness. What God desires is here (pointing to the heart) and here (pointing to the head), and what you decide to do every day will make you a good man[person]…or not.

Kingdom of Heaven, Ridley Scott, Director. 20th Century Fox, 2005. I added (parenthesis) for context as well as [person] to apply the thought to all humanity.

Humility. Epiphany. What?


Notes
1. “Humility.” The Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster Inc., https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/humility. Accessed 31 December 2019.
2. “Church”, capitalized, is a traditional way of noting the universal Church or Christendom as a whole while “church” indicates a local congregation or denomination within the family tree of Christianity.
3. Miriam Therese Winter, “O for a World.” Chalice Hymnal, 683. Words 1990. © Medical Mission Sisters, 1990.