Category: Culture
Interesting Reading This Morning
Yes, I’ve been away from this space for a good long time after I was very active during my seasons of sabbatical this year. Why? Those brief reasons are listed below if you are interested. But, to be fair to those stopping by, here are the two things I read this morning that I think are worth your time. The article about Apple is informative for my brand of Christian witness and what Christianity means broadly in this age of Empire.
16 Great Documentaries from 2019 and How to Watch Them
(Vox)
Apple built a $1 Trillion empire on two metaphors. One is breaking.
(Fast Company)
Why have I been missing from this space? Reasons abound
- My creativity is lacking. That may sound odd for a person that had 90 days off this year to rest and reconnect with the “why” I serve in ministry, but the details, pre-sabbatical and post-sabbatical, extract attention and energy. Without intentional space and practice of writing, that creativity becomes another “to do” item on the list.
- I’m trying to be a better sports team fan. Social media, including this blog, can be used like attending a game live. When I do attend a game in person, I’m a much better fan because there are filters, behavior and language, that I use in public that are not always operative when I’m on social media. You might notice that in yourself or others you follow.
- Though venting into cyberspace may be helpful to my sense of right and wrong or my working out thoughts or feelings, I don’t count myself as an “influencer” in cyberspace and my cynical voice shouts, “What’s the point?” I use my Twitter for news, connections, to share interesting articles or thought projects, and to comment to my States legislative representatives in Congress and the State legislature. That also mostly feels like shouting at the moon or into cyberspace. There is a lot of shouting right now.
- I don’t want to be thought of as a negative person though few have ever considered me an optimists. Oscar the Grouch is my favorite Sesame Street character and Mr. Rogers the example I grew up with as a living idealists. I like to think I’m a realists with a cynical streak.
My journaling began the summer between 6th and 7th grade when we moved from one part of Texas to another part of Texas. I was not happy about the move, and at every opportunity voiced that to my parents. Not long after we moved my mother handed me a spiral binder and a pencil. “I’m sick of listening to you complain. This is what is best for our family. So, if you have complaints, write them in this journal and work it out for yourself because we are done hearing your negativity and complaining.” I had been writing short stories based on my experiences on campouts with my Scout troops. I guess it was my mothers’s best idea as she worked to settle our new home and lives in this new place.
So, here I am back to this space. It is like my return to my albums from the 1980’s and 1990’s, as well as my appreciation for George Carlin. Language matters. The use of language matters. I will do my best to respect this space or the time of those that stop by.
In a mirror dimly
Fade to black for an hour or ninety minutes if you can handle it. My sabbatical seasons began and ended the same way with time spent floating in silence and darkness at H2 Oasis. My first dip into sensory deprivation was during college. The psychology department needed volunteers to spend thirty minutes laying in 3 inches of water in total darkness with some monitors attached to your skull to read brainwaves. For my thirty minutes of silence, mild chill, and darkness I received five dollars. I exchanged my time and brainwaves for cash four times over a month. Partly for the novelty of the experience and partly because five dollars was good money for thirty minutes of work back then. Here in 2019, floating is much different than that first experience, but the net effect is similar. Alone with your thoughts, the sound of your heart beat, and your breathing. The mind will do anything to stay entertained. After a while it will allow me to fade to black. It’s not a reset. It is something else. It is hard to describe. Since I no longer practice meditation float time is an entry, possibly, back to that practice when I listen to and explore the koan given me in 1985. “Look into the mirror. See the hidden self. All things are one.”
Quiet the mind. Be comfortable with ambiguity. Strive to be consistent.
The matrix is a blender of over stimulation right now. Maybe it has always been that way. Of late, the blender has been switched from blend to crush. Y2K and the great tribulation didn’t happen. At least it didn’t happen as some predicted. Maybe I’ve been left behind and am not woke enough to know it. The world is living through a kind of tribulation right now as those that experience “left behind” by changing culture, economics, religion, and politics act up and act out all around the globe. The chaos of the turn of the 19th to the 20th century is repeating itself here in the 21st century at broadband speed. The industrial revolution has been shipped by multinational corporations to nations with a cheaper work force. The jobs that birthed and sustained the greatest generation and the baby boomers are not returning; and if they do, they will not support a 21st century lifestyle. The data, information, and technological revolution of our time has infused the cultural unrest of the 1960’s and 1970’s into the information super highway. Social media has made group think and tribal identity easier than ever and more unhealthy than ever. It matters not where you are on the political spectrum. How can one make sense of the chaos of the human matrix right now?
- Marvel and DC Comics come to the big screen to fill the need. Anti-heroes and heroines make us laugh and cringe at our own culpability for allowing culture and community to digress so much.
- Politicians draw on fear and “left behind” feelings in order to maintain the systems that maintain the status quo power, in power, and dismantle the systems that make the American dream, whatever that is, possible for everyone.
- Some religious leaders have embraced their respective Empires and visions of Empire for some short-term and medium-term gains in public power and control. Here in America a subset of Christianity that proclaims to be a majority, but also persecuted somehow, has traded a moral compass and discipleship for an apocalyptic vision of salvation and owning as much of the judiciary system as possible. The version of Christianity that supports the current President of these United States, his bigotry and policies, is a danger to democracy and humanity. What does confession, penance, and grace look like in that situation?
- A human migration based on economics, climate change, and unstable political systems is underway.
- Populism led by the wealthy and some multinational corporations in order to keep the working poor, poor, and middle caste fighting for the crumbs of trickle down economics and feeding the feeling of superiority to “others.” “I’m (blank), but at least I’m not (blank).” “All Muslims are . . .” “All Christians are . . .” “America (fill in your nation state), love it or leave it.”
- History teaches lessons and repeats until lessons are learned. American culture feels like a temporal loop. Maybe history repeats even when lessons are learned. The great experiment known as America is trying to grow out of early adolescence while much older Nations in Europe seem to be digressing toward ancient, racial and religious identity attitudes. The provocateurs of nationalism are leading the planet down a dangerous path. One that has been hiked many, many times.
There are movies that I think provide a frame of reference to our historical context. “The Sum of all Fears,” “Gangs of New York,” and “Blazing Saddles,” are three I’ve rewatched during my sabbatical seasons. I was surprised to learn that Richard Pryor co-wrote “Blazing Saddles” with Mel Brooks and others. Pryor was supposed to star in the film, but the studio would not insure him. Pryor encouraged Brooks to make the film anyway. An innovative, provocative comedy that allows for a look in the mirror dimly. I don’t think it can ever be remade and that’s a good thing. Some films are original and relevant no matter when they are made. No doubt there are books too. I’m digging through Huxley’s, Brave New World, because it was part of the thesis statement of the book, Amusing Ourselves to Death: Public Discourse in the Age of Show Business.
I don’t know how those that have been handed the matrix will change the programming and manage the chronic anxiety. Some citizens may simply become comfortably numb. I think the system hopes this will happen and plans for numbness to settle into life. There is plenty of TV and streaming entertainment right now to help one be comfortably numb. There is plenty of outrage entertainment to keep one comfortably numb. There is plenty of news entertainment to misdirect the public chasing eyeballs and clicks for dollars. Like any good misdirection, I wonder what is being taken from the public good?
E Pluribus Unum is being tested, again. I don’t know if it can be taken in plain sight, but it sure seems like that is happening. What does confession, penance, and grace look like in this situation?
Quiet the mind. Be comfortable with ambiguity. Strive to be consistent. As much as it depends on you, add light to life.